Shaundak's Room

It's 3pm eastern
and I get a phone call
I recognize the number
it kinda looks like heart break
I should let it ring out
but it's killing me to know why
despite my good sense,
I went and picked up anyway.

He said, hey ma
oh your voice, it sounds so sweet
I've been trying to reach you,
please talk to me
I really miss you,
why'd you forget about me
I need to see your face,
would you agree to see me?

("2X)
And I said,
"we shouldn't and
I think that it's better.
20 minutes on the phone
trying to convince me"

I'll always care about you
but happy where am at now
and I don't wanna have to explain
why you try'na come through
before I could finish
He quickly interjected
he had a rebuttal,
and this is what he said to me

why can't we be friends,
with so much history?
I've had you on my mind
a whole lot lately
it's been at least 2 years
since I last seen your face.
And when I call your house
you just let it ring. That's not fair

It kinda made me laugh
that he knew, that I duck him
and I wanna hear what's up
with his life lately
his argument is weak
but I kinda wanna see him
felt good to hear his voice
so I felt really guilty

he started say'in, how he right by my house
and he ringing my bell, wanna see my  face
and it's painful as hell.
Gave him the excuse, I wasn't feeling well
he's already to my house, and already at my door
I gave it a crack and he gave me a hug
took a deep breath and, told me I should listen,
fool tried to kiss me, I kinda had to mush him
I said now you've seen me, you should get going.
look me dead in the face and was holding back from smiling,
he said I don't get it, explain it to me
As far as I'm concerned, you'll always be for me

I said, I keep it 100%, I'm happily married
you know I don't sneak around, why would you even try me?
how would you like it, if the shoe was on your feet?
If you and I were together, and some next dude, tries to see me .
You say'in we together? you can't do that with a straight face
Basically, we've moved on. You should just accept it.
He said he respect that, hugged me and stomped off with attitude.
Now I'm alone in my doorway, thinking.... that was so rude
oh well

I knew we shouldn't,
I thought it was better.
Where like fire and Ice
anytime we together.
I knew we shouldn't
thought he knew better
I'm feeling a way and
So now I gotta be in some trouble.

Never Grow Up!

Okay, So I collect My Scene Dolls. (the Best Barbies EVER!!!!) and I thought to my self.............. Self, they are so awesome but would be so much more awesome with a little added diversity. Then, She was Born. Who? Kora Lance, My first completely custom My Scene Doll.

Kora is the the sister of a very successful and wealthy director. She sings, and acts but hasn't been in any main stream movies due to her fear of being in the public eye. (go figure) As a result she only does small community plays and way off, off, off Broadway musicals where cameras are forbidden :0)
She can't dance a lick, and she still sleeps with a night light on. Her Favorite food is pasta which she makes it from scratch. White is her Favorite color and Water Lilies  are both her most liked scent and flower. She is good friends with Madison but her bff is Jai. They became good friends when Jai started dating her brother they are no longer dating.  

Naturally, I will have to make her brother. Can't wait to see how he turns out. Til then kick it with Kora